in Christ, alone

Some days are difficult - lonely and needy - especially days i'm not doing much with people. Yesterday was a really nice quiet day, til it got to the evening, and i just felt really needy.. argh i hate that. For the first time i wondered if i had a confidence issue - it was like i wanted someone to be around - and maybe i do. No texts or emails seemed to be coming, no reassurance of my worth or abilities... Why is it that we try to find worth in ourselves, in human reassurance? Some days its so hard to remember that i'm worthless and that all my worth comes from being found in Christ. I felt real empty. It's days like these i'm glad to know that my faith isn't a feeling. And don't feel sorry for me cos i need to be alone... in Christ, alone.